Homework Hassles and Painfull Piano

Ok...soo today I had my piano exam. It was horrible. Well, as far as I'm concerned it was. Its not so much that it was a bad experience. Actually it was a pretty good experience. I just played badly! On one of my songs, I forgot it half way through and I asked to see my book. He was like "Well you can but you will loose marks." Well, I knew that!! But I chose not to since I had already lost quite a few marks.

Oh and the homework hassles. Um well I THOUGHT I'd finished everything last monday. But today my math teacher phoned and said she still needed a few more assignments. Well it was just a matter of faxing the stuff but then we went through some math things on the phone and..um..well I broke out in tears. Yeah, great I know. lol. Well anyway, at least that is over!

Today I realized (again!) one of the problems I have. I hate admitting troubles I have to people such as teachers, parents and friends. Like if someone asks me if I'm alright I will always say "Yes I'm fine." even if I'm actually not. Today when I was crying (and trying to hide that) I just kept saying "Its ok. We can go on." My teacher was really nice though and let me cry :)

I'm not looking forward to tomorrow (full day of theatre). I have to stay later. sigh. at least I think this is the last extra practice for me (according to the schedule). I'm also NOT looking forward to doing "Human Again."

Its funny though. I used to LOVE extra practices. In fact, ever since I started theatre 7 years ago I've wanted to stay later. I thought it would be so much fun and I thought that if you stayed late you were "cool." Well, when I was in Fiddler I stayed for my first extra practice and it wasn't nearly as fun, or cool as I thought it would be!!

But maybe it will be fun. I don't know. I really shouldn't be complaining. Oh well, at least my piano exam is done and so is Semester 1. Now, on to Semester 2!! Yeah!! Ok, better go.

Bye!!